#325069 - The final thing he said to me was So what do you think of me when you look at me? I looked to the floor and said When I look at you all I want to do is kiss you but I don't want to be gay After I finshed my sentence I walked away from him and went home. I calmed myself down and said Leon I think i'm gay. Come on climb back over we can go back to your house and talk about it I never moved all I said to Leon was I don't want to me gay I know you dont hunny but it does get better (see I don't mind Leon calling me hunny because we grow up with him doing it) So I let go of the railings and started falling before I landed in the river below I heard Leon shout BLAKE! and he dived into the river after me.